So many…

Young people dying these days. Its quite freaky. From like 16-25 its like… an ATTACK. We just dropping like flies.

Blessed and Covered though… Blessed n Covered.

Perfection.

In the foggy search for the perfect one….dont miss him/her.

The little things dont matter…they shouldnt. They wont.

Natural Disasters

There is nothing natural about the earth shaking and convulsing like we rubbed something its highly irritated to into its skin core…..oh wait. We did that.
I’m not a spokes woman or advocate for global warming, but MY GOD…. There can’t be any other explanation as to why the earth is pissed off and retaliates every moment it gets.
8.9 earthquake…. tsunami? Wow…..

Dear God,

Please extend your comforting and guinding hands towards those left in the affected areas of Japan. You alone know the reason for this tragedy and understand the need for such to happen.
May they be granted healing hearts and minds and in the end let all your will be done.

LENT

What am I giving up? What should I give up? Am I obligated to give up something?  I think I should answer from the back. No I dont think I am obliged to give up something. But for some reason, in my heart I feel the need to. I feel like I owe God something. I’ve been a lousy christian. Im not proud to admit it and Im slowly trying to right my ways.  Not easy… but Im tring really because Ive reached the point in my life where Im happy but partially. THe hole in the middle of myheart is still empty and I dont need a pastor or a genuis to tell me whats missing.  But I digress… so yes. I want to give up something. I decided on chicken (y’all know i LOVE me some bird), Red Bull ( I was getting wayy to addicited anyways….and Im thnking something that I wont need to return to. A bad habit. I think swearing… but that will be MAJORLY tough. Im not a TERRIBLE potty mouth but I do throw around the s word quite loosely with an occasional f word in anger. Ive already eaten chicken… twice. I havent drank redbull and I swore a lot I know.. most times unconsciously. So I already suck at the LENT thing.  But I should have known from my history with resolutions and weight loss. My body is WEAK. my  mind even weaker to my body.

As this is meant to be a “note” I have definitely overstepped my daily musing. But yes. Just needed to share.

Happy LENT.

What are you giving up? If not for Christ, for yourself.

LENT

Wild Wings

Ain nothing like a late lunch with family and suicide wings! I long for days like this!

Competition

Men, the competition is STIFF. I like to keep my eyes open on my competitors. Other graphic designers. You know scout the waters. Dude, things are happening o. And Cotta Red is yet to pull its weight hard enough. But with time and God, we’ll get there. The latest CR project though is quite impressive. I see growth and reincarnation in the CR skills and talent bank. Hoping for better prouder days.

Division of Labor

If there has been a better time before this, I wasnt aware. MY GOD! I wish i could just hire an extra hand or two on the spot right now. I WANT to have a weekend… where I dont have to worry about how much work I have to do. I wanna be like “Oh I have nothing planned” and actually mean it. Not constantly have that guilty pin prick the hell out  of me. Le sigh. Let me just get some things in order, then the doors will be swung WIDE open for hiring. Dreams dont get caught by thinking of em anyways.

Self Employed

being self employed makes you want to do EVERYTHING yourself. including braid your own hair.  #fml.

Seperating Part 2

So Ive mentioned the need to seperate and ensure everything of mine falls either into personal or business. Well heres the  issue. With  a sole proprietorship, I dont get paid. Im yet to understand how this owning a business and getting paid thing works. But until then, Im living off savings which is fast depleting. Talk about a hard relapse into freelance mode.

Seperating

Personal from Business is always so hard in the beginning. But as time goes on it becomes much easier… and even craved. I cant stand to not have a demarcation now. I always want it either labelled personal or business. EVERYTHING of mine falls into one of these two now… well not everything yet. but soon enough….

Crime Scene

My absolute favorite of the day!

Casual Drinker

Light weight